This sounds like a great course and I really enjoyed your recounting it here. I was captivated by it because its thoughtful/reflective writing about hunting and that excites me. The more I think/write/convey about hunting, I am amazed by the difficulty of conveying some of the feelings we have about hunting itself; the primal, especially. I do believe it taps into something deep.
Mike at MPSS might suggest that the energy we're projecting in the dark -- when we're not in full "hunt" mode -- is much different than the energy we project when we're still hunting or in a stand or blind. The deer pick up on that, I'd imagine, that we're not really a threat, yet.
It’s funny because I’m not much on woo out there but I deliberately do not think “kill” when a deer is coming in until the moment I’m ready to shoot. I can’t tell you the number of times I’ve had them come in and sense something because I’m projecting too much aggressive energy.
Wow. I feel as though I were right there with you--hearing the breathing, seeing the nostrils flare, smelling the damp air. I, personally, am it was not 7:05 am. That would have been like killing a secret society of silent friends. Those deer needed to live that day.
This sounds like a great course and I really enjoyed your recounting it here. I was captivated by it because its thoughtful/reflective writing about hunting and that excites me. The more I think/write/convey about hunting, I am amazed by the difficulty of conveying some of the feelings we have about hunting itself; the primal, especially. I do believe it taps into something deep.
Thanks, Jesse. Appreciate the sentiment and feel the same way. I think that’s why writing about it is so helpful — it helps make it “real.”
If you can find the time, I’d highly recommend taking a course at MPSS. Their awareness/spiritual tracking class is next on my list.
Very cool. I'll check it out.
This is an absolutely beautiful story.
I'm also big-time looking forward to the CWD Radical Living curriculum. Bring it!
Thanks, Alice! It's a work-in-progress, for sure!
Deer are always much bolder in the dark. Like they know you’re no threat. Perhaps they even sense we lack night vision.
Mike at MPSS might suggest that the energy we're projecting in the dark -- when we're not in full "hunt" mode -- is much different than the energy we project when we're still hunting or in a stand or blind. The deer pick up on that, I'd imagine, that we're not really a threat, yet.
It’s funny because I’m not much on woo out there but I deliberately do not think “kill” when a deer is coming in until the moment I’m ready to shoot. I can’t tell you the number of times I’ve had them come in and sense something because I’m projecting too much aggressive energy.
“It’s all in your imagination… until it isn’t.”
I, personally, am glad it was not 7:05 am....
Wow. I feel as though I were right there with you--hearing the breathing, seeing the nostrils flare, smelling the damp air. I, personally, am it was not 7:05 am. That would have been like killing a secret society of silent friends. Those deer needed to live that day.
I love you. Your mind never ceases to impress me.
“Those deer needed to live that day.”
I didn’t make that connection — but you’re right. Maybe reading this newsletter is indeed rubbing off on you!
Beautiful story, Lou. It must be an incredible feeling to be part of the forest, with all its rhythms.
Thanks, Eli -- sublime experience, indeed!